Ritual

okay, something about this is really hot. i wish i was there watching it in person. plus the dude sounds like a sweet guy. caption reads, "At the Rincon church in Havana, a man carries 17 lighted candles on his hands, arms and shoulders as part of a promise he made to St. Lazaro for the cure of his sick little brother. Tens of thousands of pilgrims visit the Rincon church every year on Dec. 17 to honor St. Lazaro, a patron saint of lepers.
December 17, 2008 (latimes)"

Hot For Teacher

tom farber is that calculus teacher that sold ads on his tests. hot and smart. and then i saw the school principle! damn wish i was still in and, and at that school...

Crash

u know what just hit me just now? the feeling that everything is not as fine and solid as i thought they were. and i mean the most solid things that i've known to be solid. my marriage could be completely dry of any passion beyond rescue while my career is on a slow but steady and hopeless decline. i've heard 2 comments from c that were so random but sharp. one was the 30rock comment tina made about 12-year marriage (ending with "go to bed without anyone trying any funny business"). and the other was that i was the only one that wanted the real estate dispute (years ago). as for career, i just learned that the company i left and its associates have gotten a lot of clients that passed on me. wow. i need a drink.

Hot Politician -- Evan Bayh

evan bayh, senator from indiana. have seen him on tv interviews a couple times now. seems like a really nice sweet guy. hope he's real nasty behind closed doors. heehee.

Hot Politicians -- Biden's Sons

...or sons of vice presidents. beau (r) and hunter biden

DILFs of "Purity Ball"

just saw a documentary on tlc the other day on "purity balls". it's very creepy, but i noticed there are a lot of hot dads, especially randy wilson, the minister that started it. i also want daddy's blessing...

Hot Criminal

this is an old one, but i think scott peterson's hotter with blond hair.

Military Pics

okay so i'm very into real military men. not the fake costume porn ones, but real ones. and lots of the official gov sites have some great pics at very hi-res too. here are some of my faves:
• veterans hour, or the quick google image search
• uscg.mil , or the quick google image search

Good Boy

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Uncensored UK Commercial

okay, found the uncensored scruffs uk commercial. very very hot. where can i get a hi-res downloadable file???

Hot Criminal

john wylie needham. so wrong, but so hot. surfer, military guy, violent criminal...

:(

kinda depressed... cant go to sleep.

Old Spice

something really sexy about this centaur that turns me on... is that weird?

bookstore trip

went to the adult theater on citrus today. only 3 guys and not so good looking. there was a guy from c*stle press and i gave him hj. tall, bearish straight guy in work uniform prob 6" uc. i was there for 1-1/2 hr then left cuz it was so dead. maybe next time.

my behind is bleeding again. ggrrrrr... it started a couple years ago and i used to get really freaked out, like i was convinced i had cancer or something. i still don't like it. it hurts a lil and makes me really nervous about having sex with c. last year i finally went to the doc's and he sent me to do that camera thing. i thought it'd be sexy, but it was really weird. a camera going all the way up into your gut and your are watching your insides and feeling it move inside you at the same time. i think it can only get so deep inside you before it's not sexy anymore. anyway, turned out nothing's wrong, i guess i'm just tender...

punk band does porn. crazy nasty dirty boys . i love the internet.

freehand

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cowboys

has anyone seen these wrangler ads in any magazines? shot by photoer christopher griffith with two x four ad agency out of chicago. i think they are so masculine and sexy, and not in a gay way either.

first post

hi. this is my first post on this. just want somewhere anonymous i can post my unedited thoughts, and... work things out. i'm getting depressed and not sure why. well, i think i know why, but... i dunno. i can see how this blog is going to be filled with lots of "i"s and whining...

haven't had sex with c for a long time now. i think prob 5 or 6 months? maybe more... we are still very in love tho, just not sure how to initiate it...? or both of us feeling really unattractive to our own selves. you know how you watch porn and it looks great and sexy, but it just makes you think about how ugly you look when you have sex? like your ankles look fat when they are up in the air.

so i've been cfs on craigslist for a while now. not meeting up with anyone gorgeous or anything and no oral nor anal, just jo and kissing and body contact. but in nyc i did meet a really handsome 37yo blond 6' tall nice guy from dc. first time since jeanmarc that i hooked up with anyone and we connected a lil. ...okay, so how come i can meet up with these guys and in bookstores but can't have sex with my partner? these guys make me feel cheap and that makes me feel a lil sexy and naughty.